I never know in advance when she’s planning to put it on me.ġ2:10 p.m. We are back in bed. Yes, chastity belts are real, and they are made for both men and women. DR mentions that we need to try out the latest tweaks on my chastity belt.

This isn’t likely to lead to anything, unless she wants me to finger her, but it’s part of our connection. After I make her tea, we lie naked, intertwined, talking about mundane things. Though I’m submissive to DR and love bondage, I’m not a masochist (or sadist) and tend not to watch blogs that have a lot of pain imagery. The porn is mostly either female domination, bondage, chastity (male or female), or fetish (latex or leather clothing) photos. DR went back to sleep after freeing me, so I’m surfing porn on Tumblr. This is the ninth day since my last orgasm, and she told me last Sunday that she had decided that I would not come again until she could feel my need for it, and she did not know when that would be.ġ0:06 a.m. I am getting quite hard at this point, but I know nothing will happen. She reaches for the keys and begins to let me out. We say good morning and I stroke her arm as best I can, moving both hands together. I have few other options, so I try to doze some more.ħ:02 a.m. I wake again, and reach over to DR and start waking her with gentle kisses on the forehead, ear, neck, and, when she stirs and offers it, her lips.

I am not allowed to awaken her before then, short of bathroom needs or urgent distress. Last night, my wife and dominant, DR, set the wake-up time for 7 this morning. My hands are locked in padded leather mitts, which force them into fists and make the fingers completely useless. This morning, my ankles are in leather cuffs locked on and to each other, which leaves about two inches of play between them. This week, the Submissive Man Who Isn’t Allowed to Orgasm: Male, 43, South Carolina, college professor, heterosexual, in an open marriage.Ħ:30 a.m. I wake up, still in bondage, as I am almost every morning. Once a week, Daily Intel takes a peek behind doors left slightly ajar.

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